Hey dolls,
I'm just going to ramble and start where i see best.
T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U.
Thank you so, so much.
Before #mtvcreeps came along. I did my fair share of media related things. Those too I am so thankful for and blessed to have experienced.
Since MTV creeps i have done nothing but smile and cry.
No im not an emotional basketcase - welll kinda haha but what I'm trying to say is all the messages and love and support I've been getting from everyone. Is more then i can handle. I am so, ahmazingly appreciative of it all.
What bothers me is I don't know how to properly voice my love and appreciation without comming across as cocky or egotistical. Its a shame because as i sit here - again, crying. I want to be able to say in a way that doesnt come across as cocky how fucking thankful I am.
Pretty much the reason why I can see myself as comming across as cocky or egotistical (which I don't agree with, but hypotheticly speaking) I was bullied for forever and a day and to move past it and do the things I have is just another thing to reasure my Im doing it, I'm doing 'life' right. So to basically after all the days I never wanted to go to school I can happily leave my house and go out in public and smile with my head held high knowing I'm a good person and a better person then the people who beat me down.
Pretty much the reason why I can see myself as comming across as cocky or egotistical (which I don't agree with, but hypotheticly speaking) I was bullied for forever and a day and to move past it and do the things I have is just another thing to reasure my Im doing it, I'm doing 'life' right. So to basically after all the days I never wanted to go to school I can happily leave my house and go out in public and smile with my head held high knowing I'm a good person and a better person then the people who beat me down.
I am one of the few transgender individuals and one of very few trans teens. Who have spoken up infront of a mainstream audience and have had literally 99.999% positive feedback.
I am so happy that people took the time to not write me off as an animal or an indecency to the human race and listen. Thats all I wanted was for the viewers to listen and see someone different and their view on things..
I want to thank the producer Megan, without her none of the cast members of creeps would be able to share their stories either. I'd like to thank everyone under the mtv building. As well as Nicole, Sara and Dean. Who were the hosts of my episode. Their kind words are still stuck in my mind.
All this support is extremely overwehlming and again I just want to say thank you, thank you, thank you.
I wanna keep going and just ramble about how ahmazing this experience has been so far and how i hope to GODDD that I can get past the quarter finals to show the rest of the world what I have to say.
Thank you, to all my friends I love youu.
xoxo, Rachel Rehling
And if I dont make it even past the quarter finals. This is an experienceI will truley treasure forever.
