I'm hella positive for real, I'm all good.

Currently listening to No Doubt's new track 'Settle Down' its to die for  but extremely distracting while writing a blog post. Oh to the well!

^Its always good to open up with a crotch shot. Dontcha think?

Leggings from topshop. Super snake skin. Super cute.

Miss Katie Holmes whos style as always been so gorgeous and I've always died for it.

This is her on the cover of C Magazine.

Is it just me or is she hotter now that shes single?

TOTAL MILF!!

This was last night, I love to jog. It helps me relieve my stress and put all my thoughts into their place.

Its a fantastic feeling.

I hope you guys notice my semi-slutty attire.

^ps the shorts end right where this picture does.

#sluttygirlproblems

^no makeup face. Sexy huh?

Trying to look cool. Obviously not working out too well.

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"LZZIE MCGUIRE YOU ARE AN OUTFIT REPEATER!"

a quote from Kate in The Lizzie McGuire Movie. 

Its not that I outfit repeated... Just the top, shoes and bag... uhh

BARBZZZ

You a, you a #STUPIDHOE

^Skinny girl food.

Yah, yah call me a creep all you want.  IM SICK, messed up.

I just thought this was funny to take pictures through the peep hole of my apartment.

If you think its funny. We can be friends.

^Ps. He totally knew.

Posh Spice's book. 'The extra half an inch'

Just the standard fashion book along with my sunglass case and Bath and Body Works lotion in 'white citrus' I believe.

I seriously can not, and will not and every get over the view I have.

My friend bought my this #BARBIE necklace and I've been wanting to wear it out but practically havent found or thought of a place to wear it to. When i clearly could have worn it today to glam up my outfit but oh well, theres always next time.

#BARBIE4EVER

wuuut

#TITS

This is snuggles, hes been my bitch since I was young. No man will ever replace his fine ass.

Move out of the way Bob the builder and make room for Rachel the builder.

Putting up this dollar store (yes this is from the dollar store and its plastic) mirror was soo difficult i should have attached it to the clips before sticking it to the wall. Such a job though, seriously

I noticed that half the vegetables in my fridge are on the brink of going bad so i throught some cucumbers and tomatoes with my vegan sandwich meat and cheese and it was #AMAZING it was just like the Second Cup

ones. To die for

Because this is my blog and simply because I can.

Here is moi on #mtvcreeps #creepsreunion.

Because i think a lot of these pictures of me with no makeup take away from my 'natural beauty' I thought id add this one of me caked up.

xoxo, Rachel Rehling.

http://www.twitter.com/rachelrehling

Lights. Camera. Action!

So, this my friends is finally a chance for you to see what I do, I guess- for a living.

Today was my second shoot for the documentary SegreGAYtion which explores and disects segregation and hatred within the LGBT community from different point of view.

Need I say why I was asked to join the project?

This shoot was so much fun and we all had such good vibes and energy going. Which if your close to me you know im big on.

My last shoot was probably a year ago and boy, was the feeling different.

Im not one to lie to myself, but honey in under a year have I ever grown and matured so much.

it's literally insane.

While filming I was asked questions about myself as a trans individual and about my experience on MTV Creeps and of course related it back to the documentay, as well as how I feel about other trans people.

A viewers of mtv creeps and a twitter friend of mine, pointed out how she loved my facial expression on the mtv creeps reunion and the whole season in general. So when i noticed that all the pictures my friend took were basically of facial expressions (because i talked to much and to fast for him to get still shots) I uploaded the photos to facebook, and then thought i should update this old thing and here they are for all of google seaarching addicts and my supporters viewing pleasure!

^boob check. One, two, one, two.

^in the midst of shooting, so hot I almost melted! Thank god for that umbrella and MAC fix+

Im sure here I was saying something along the lines of what Id normally say

"I dont give a flying fuck what anyone has to say about me. If i did MTV would have laughed at my profile and moved on to the next bitch."

^One of my favourite shots

^ Seems like a serious part of the conversation

^ Taking direction, like anexperienced camera slut

^ Done, done and done. Lets go EAT!

As the shoot came to an end for me and they moved onto the next interview for the day I was so happy with the way things went yet so sad.

Sad because i love working on set and especially with such great people like Christine and Nathan (the directors/producers). They've always made me feel so fucking comfortable and we always have great conversations and i knew on set it would not be any different.

Lots of laughs, camera angle adjustments and questions we were finished.

Thank you guys so much for a fantastic day.

xoxo, Rachel Rehling

http://www.twitter.com/rachelrehling

http://www.twitter.com/segregaytion

Its been a while.

Since my last blog post, holy shit. Have things ever been insane.

I dont even really know where to begin either, but an idea I had was (in regards to blogging)

not to worry too much about the pictures just because I feel like I have to blog picture and it is something i'd prefer to blog but its not always convinient and I wanna write on my damn blog! So sacrifices will be made.

Ill of course post images but not as much.

Before i keep rambling.

I have my next shoot for MTV Creeps comming up in 2 days. The day before ill be shooting something for a challenge the contestants have to do which im extremely excited for and cant wait.

While thinking about the chance of me losing this show, I was thinking

"Oh my fuck! I need more projects or i will go insane!"

So I got on my trusted black berry and shot out a few emails. Ive had some ideas in my mind especially with issues surroundng LGBT. The thing with me is i dont necessarily move through life with the thought in my mind that someone, or everyone hates me or dislikes me because im apart of the community and thats why I feel the idea ive had is a perfect idea to push forward because I wont be TOO bias.

Another idea I wont yet discuss but if it works out and yadah, yadah. I think it will seriously be the most fun project i will have ever done..

Anywho, im absolutely dead right now and extremely tired, tomorrow is prep and packing day for my trip to the city for filming and then Ill be thrown in with the tigers.

I hope everyone has a fabulous day/night/morning whichever,wherever

xoxo, Rachel Rehling.

Where to begin?

Hey dolls,

I'm just going to ramble and start where i see best.

T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U.

Thank you so, so much.

Before #mtvcreeps came along. I did my fair share of media related things. Those too I am so thankful for and blessed to have experienced.

Since MTV creeps i have done nothing but smile and cry.

No im not an emotional basketcase - welll kinda haha but what I'm trying to say is all the messages and love and support I've been getting from everyone. Is more then i can handle. I am so, ahmazingly appreciative of it all.

What bothers me is I don't know how to properly voice my love and appreciation without comming across as cocky or egotistical. Its a shame because as i sit here - again, crying. I want to be able to say in a way that doesnt come across as cocky how fucking thankful I am.

Pretty much the reason why I can see myself as comming across as cocky or egotistical (which I don't agree with, but hypotheticly speaking) I was bullied for forever and a day and to move past it and do the things I have is just another thing to reasure my Im doing it, I'm doing 'life' right. So to basically after all the days I never wanted to go to school I can happily leave my house and go out in public and smile with my head held high knowing I'm a good person and a better person then the people who beat me down.

I am one of the few transgender individuals and one of very few trans teens. Who have spoken up infront of a mainstream audience and have had literally 99.999% positive feedback.

I am so happy that people took the time to not write me off as an animal or an indecency to the human race and listen. Thats all I wanted was for the viewers to listen and see someone different and their view on things..

I want to thank the producer Megan, without her none of the cast members of creeps would be able to share their stories either. I'd like to thank everyone under the mtv building. As well as Nicole, Sara and Dean. Who were the hosts of my episode. Their kind words are still stuck in my mind.

All this support is extremely overwehlming and again I just want to say thank you, thank you, thank you.

I wanna keep going and just ramble about how ahmazing this experience has been so far and how i hope to GODDD that I can get past the quarter finals to show the rest of the world what I have to say.

Thank you, to all my friends I love youu.

xoxo, Rachel Rehling

And if I dont make it even past the quarter finals. This is an experienceI will truley treasure forever.