Where to begin?

Hey dolls,

I'm just going to ramble and start where i see best.

T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U.

Thank you so, so much.

Before #mtvcreeps came along. I did my fair share of media related things. Those too I am so thankful for and blessed to have experienced.

Since MTV creeps i have done nothing but smile and cry.

No im not an emotional basketcase - welll kinda haha but what I'm trying to say is all the messages and love and support I've been getting from everyone. Is more then i can handle. I am so, ahmazingly appreciative of it all.

What bothers me is I don't know how to properly voice my love and appreciation without comming across as cocky or egotistical. Its a shame because as i sit here - again, crying. I want to be able to say in a way that doesnt come across as cocky how fucking thankful I am.

Pretty much the reason why I can see myself as comming across as cocky or egotistical (which I don't agree with, but hypotheticly speaking) I was bullied for forever and a day and to move past it and do the things I have is just another thing to reasure my Im doing it, I'm doing 'life' right. So to basically after all the days I never wanted to go to school I can happily leave my house and go out in public and smile with my head held high knowing I'm a good person and a better person then the people who beat me down.

I am one of the few transgender individuals and one of very few trans teens. Who have spoken up infront of a mainstream audience and have had literally 99.999% positive feedback.

I am so happy that people took the time to not write me off as an animal or an indecency to the human race and listen. Thats all I wanted was for the viewers to listen and see someone different and their view on things..

I want to thank the producer Megan, without her none of the cast members of creeps would be able to share their stories either. I'd like to thank everyone under the mtv building. As well as Nicole, Sara and Dean. Who were the hosts of my episode. Their kind words are still stuck in my mind.

All this support is extremely overwehlming and again I just want to say thank you, thank you, thank you.

I wanna keep going and just ramble about how ahmazing this experience has been so far and how i hope to GODDD that I can get past the quarter finals to show the rest of the world what I have to say.

Thank you, to all my friends I love youu.

xoxo, Rachel Rehling

And if I dont make it even past the quarter finals. This is an experienceI will truley treasure forever.

Busy Bee

Its been a while, but i'm here now.

Its always going to be a perfect blog when you quote a Britney song.

This post isnt going to be structured in any way, just my thoughts. Since its been a short while!

I can't be bothered with putting these in order haha I'll die.

^Me sissy gets mad that i post so many pictures of me sleeping! haha I napped for 7 hours then slept all nigh. Im sooo tired!

^tis my sista, she was creeping my fb so I creeped her twitter!

@ivegotmymindset stop by and tell her Rachel says hi hahah.

^When i just got my crackberry! I love mobile uploads

^Max, hella hilarious. He sits on peoples shoulders!!

^Trying to nap and got distractedd

^Versace tights and a KILLER Jansport backpack #need

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^first i get burnt by the toaster oven which let me say is the 2nd time within a few weeks ive been burnt by something. Then the cat got mad at me and decided to attack my hand. Fabulous aint it?

^I decided to get a swarm of emails and texts for business inquiries so my nap was rudely interupted:( but work is work and I love what i do!

^I feel like i look like a hag but a cute and proper one. Ps you guys are going to see a lot of pics taken in this bus hut haha

^Matchy, matchy

I loved this outfit but those Marc Jacobs rain boots killed my feel to the point of me wanting to cryyy :(

^cute ta boot

^I felt like a bumble bee while wearing this outfit or miley cyrus. haha the socks are from the dude section at H&M and the shirt is vintage

^VERSACE! soooo comfy

Good night world^

So thhis has been a little, micro snippet into my life so far and my next post will be about a show I was recently on!! Whos excited??

Anywho, I just got up from my like 20+ hour sleep and I have to clean my hoarder room up.

Have a fantabulous day my friends.

xoxo, Rachel Rehling.

Mama I'm a big girl now

So, so, so. Im so beyond tired you have no idea. Yesterday I went to  Toronto for a meeting. It went really well but totally over the expected time. To be percies it was over 40 minutes im sure. Not a huge deal but a big deal because i had to see my friends!

The thing is. with the lifestyle I lead and the ton of people I'm meeting a day my girls are the ones I really make the effort to see when I'm in Toronto. Think of it kinda like a sex and the city relationship but with multiple people.

After the meeting I met up with literally my best friend. I really dont use that term loosley to me its very transparent but she is. We met up with another friend (who gave me the cuttest forever 21 faux fur vest) and had a fantabulous day. I did major shopping damage so I wont be shopping for a while.

I thought to myself if I'm buying all this furniture and stuff why not treat myself! I'll probably take pics and post it because I got really unique things.

By the time our girls day was done it was late. Maybe like 7 ish. Which really isnt late but we walked all day and I was up all night the night before and had to be on a greyhound for 8 am. So thats my excuse. We parted ways and got on the greyhound. My feet were hurting so bad and I wasnt wearing heels, I'm getting old too quick.

Thankfully people were up for having some drinks. We all relaxed and god knows what else! haha

Till next time folks

^mother and I

xoxo, Rachel Rehling.

"I lifted my body weight in pantry form"

Hello, hello, my dear dolls. Its been a HELLA long while since i've blogged and I have an excuse i SWEAR!

So ive done a few crazy things likeee gone on a television show to promote an anti bullying event im hosting. The show is called 'Tony Girgis Live' Hes the sweetest man I've met and his show was a good time. First time for everything- I had STAGE FRIGHT! never, ever happened to me in my lifeee.

Also, i moved. I moved to an apartment building. Im having so much fun because ive never lived in one before. The closest to it was a duplex but it was quite large. Im excited, i love love love furniture shopping and stuff and just having privacy. I feel very much so like a grown miss.

Im pooped. Absolutely drained so today a friend and I got facials. They were ahmazing because well obviously our faces felt ahmazing and they were FREE. I also had my eyebrows done. Thanks Lisa!!

what else, what else to share? God knows. lifes insanee im excited for it.

since i really have nothing to show anyone, Ill show you pictures of yummy food i've made and picture of my and my best friend and shots i took of the outfit i wore for my appearance on Tony Girgis Live!

<3

and what do ya thnink??

have a fabulous sleep everyone, or day, whenever you read this. Im off to bed in a bit its now 10:30 and have to be up at 5 to head off to Toronto for a meeting. Shoot me, thats too early :(

G'Night!!

xoxo, Rachel Rehling

..I think we're in Alaska

... And I seriously thought I saw Sarah Palin! For realsies.

The other day I went to the mall with my girl Jessica. We clearly had a 'hot' time no pun intended.

IT.WAS.FR-R-EEZING.

Oh by the way. I switched out of those boots for my Alfred Sung zellers boots. Their much warmer and look like those Sorel boots. Is that how its spelt? Sorel?

Anywhoo.

^Like my 'hawt' face?

Oh.Oh, do you like that necklace? Yupp the boyfran got it for me! Isnt it

ad.or.i.ble!

He got it at Juicy Couture in Yorkdale Mall in Toronto.

Hollaa.

 

and I used my favourite bag. One that makes me feel like a millon bucks- which unfortunately I dont have:(

Its from zara and I paid more then I feel it was worth- but hey! It has lepard print!  Thats my justification so shut it.

^cold, pale, very unimpressed.

and today... YOU CAUGHT ME. I outfit repeated. Woohoo. It was fab, I went job hunting.

I know.

Working? Like, whats that?

Kidding, jeez.

I Love working and it sucks that being on that list of minorites keeps me from showing my potential!

Thank god people take a chance on me, or else I'd be broke with no job experience.

 Uh-oh, not cute.

I wore everything in the pictures above, except the Juicy necklace and I wore my Sheep vest.

All snuggly on the buggly

(buggly = bus)

Have a lovely dayyy my sweetums!

xoxo, Rachel Rehling.

Feel it!

Above is a photo of me and my very attractive sister getting our picture taken with a 'slightly' unimpressed santa

Oh my god, I'm just feeling the love today!

1. I'm really excited im in a -wait for it- relationship! Who would have thought.

and

2. I'm feeling very, very inspired

My sister whom has a blog (which i just found out) has inspired me. Her blog is real and something i told her was:

"Holy shit, your becoming more voulgar and I'm trying to be more submissive"

Who the hell would have guessed!

Thats just what i got from her blog. Everyone sees things differently and thats what i thought.

I feel inspired.

I want to go out and explore the world right, right now!

I'm happy. Well content more so. Nothings perfect

I'm happy I'm with someone who does appreciate me and not for looks

(not being cocky I'm no Miss America- but I have gotten boys wanting me just for looks)

He can actually see someone who is in a superficial indusry CAN have a personality.

Anywho. I'm content, proud of my sista and dead beat tired!

Good night world!

xoxo, Rachel Rehling.

Happy, Happy New Year!

What.A.Blast.

The only new years i've spent with a small group of people and the only new years ive actually really enjoyed! Before i start I want to wish you fabulous people a happy new year!

Below are some picture of moi

My dress is from Forever 21. My friend and sales assosiate Rashida ( http://www.twitter.com/thatssorara ) picked this one out for me! What do you guys think? I personally love it, for sequins - it fits my body like a dream haha and at the price of $33.80 how can one go wrong!?

^ My makeup is basically all drugstore and the eye makeup is a smokey eye from a Kat Von D pallete

^Black pattent sling backs are from Charlotte Russe

Peep show

Boy ting singing kareokee and new and old friends :)

This gentlemen was hilariouss

Classy?

Hope you all had one fabulous new year! (Thank God we didn't die!) and have a wonderful and safe 365 more days!

xoxo, Rachel Rehling.